Stomach cancer

[watervole]

Richard looked up the figures on the web for me:

Ovarian cancer - 50% five year survival rate. I'd just about got used to that
idea...

Stomach cancer - 20% five year surival rate.

She has a thickening in the stomach wall - presumably the original cancer (they
have to culture the cells for a week before they know for sure)

There's a tumour on the ovary and another twisted around her bowel.

She can't keep down solid food of any kind.

I shall have a couple of lousy nights sleep before my mind adjusts, but it's a
different kind of adjestment that knows to expect the worst and to regard
revovery as a long shot rather than a decent chance.

My voice is starting to come back again. Once I can talk properly, I shall go
and visit her, but there seems little point until then.

I hope the pollen count drops soon. Once my eyes stop watering, there's more I
can do to distract myself.

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[dougs.livejournal.com]

It's not knowing, that's hardest. For me, at least.

Adjusting, that's a good word for it.

[watervole.livejournal.com]

Once I know, I can adjust.

It's like we all know we will die someday and we all expect to die in our old age and by and large we don't fret about it. (well, I don't anyway)

But when the unexpected happens, then it throws you off balance.

When I know, no matter how bad it is, then at least I can see ahead once more and make plans to cope.