I'm sorry, that sounds nasty, and something you really can't just press on and ignore. But it would be such a shame to have to give it up.
But, if the hut is affecting you so badly, I wonder whether it will be affecting others as well - guiders and/or the girls. Could you talk to any of the guiders about it? It's certainly worth talking before deciding that you can't do it.
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But, if the hut is affecting you so badly, I wonder whether it will be affecting others as well - guiders and/or the girls. Could you talk to any of the guiders about it? It's certainly worth talking before deciding that you can't do it.